With the benefit of hindsight it is hard to believe that nobody
noticed. My wife didn't seem to, although obviously she did. My friends
didn't notice, but they were probably amused that a weight obssessive
such as I had piled on so many pounds. And I certainly didn't. The truth
of the matter was that my body had gone into shutdown. My brain was lost in a deep fog, life was percolating away from me. I was slowly – very slowly – dying.
And
yet I didn't feel that I was. The year was 2000, my writing career was
going well, and I was just about to become a father. Life was good. But
life was about to turn bad. Unknown to me, I was carrying a rogue gene.
Its function is to trick the immune system into thinking that the
thyroid gland is a foreign invader. This condition is known as
Hashimoto's thyroiditis and probably affects one to 1.5 in 1,000 people.
Likewise the seemingly ever-present colds that made life miserable
were linked. My psoriasis, my debilitating joint and back pains, my dry
hair and scaly skin, my trombone-like snoring, diarrhoea, bouts of
depression and panic attacks, my insomnia, my terrible weight gain. My
chronic fatigue. All of these problems came from that little gland in
the neck.
Another symptom when one is hypothyroid is that it is
impossible to concentrate. This meant that I was unable to write. I
became expert at starting things and never finishing. My wife told me I
had lost my "mojo" and she was right. I could only go through the
motions. By 2012 I was a complete mess. My weight had ballooned, sleep
was almost impossible. I limped continually and took powerful
painkillers. I was drained of energy and motivation. I really was slowly
dying.
People were talking about me. My mother-in-law was urging
my wife to get me checked for diabetes. She gave me a long speech about
the need to go for a "medical MOT". Then one day a friend looked at me
and casually asked: "Have you had your thyroid checked?" It had never
occurred to me to do this because I knew nothing about the thyroid.
I
went for blood tests. When the thyroid gland is underactive yet another
hormone comes into play. It is called TSH (thyroid stimulating hormone)
and is produced by the brain. Its function is to regulate the
production of T3 and T4 and its levels in the body indicate how much
stimulation a person's thyroid requires to release the correct amount of
these hormones. In a normal person the level of TSH in the body should
be approximately 0.5-4.5. Mine was 99. After this reading, I was given
some little white pills that I will have to take for the rest of my
life. They synthetically replace the missing hormones. Magically,
amazingly, things began to change.
More on this article here.
Eddie
2 comments:
I have a Hashimodo decease, I suspected of low thyroid myself and basically forced my then family doctor to sent me for a testing. The bad news - the synthetic replacement is not an 100% adequate, so many have to fight for own health farther and get what we need from a medical system.
It was just one of several situations when I had to be self-diagnosed. Such experience taught me to be very pro-active.
I know what you mean Galina.
I feel sorry for those who don't realise that they must take that responsibility and trust too much in their doctors, and those who are not really capable of dealing with these things.
Kath
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